Hmmmm....Ahhhhhh

Its amazing what one phone call can do for my world. All the stress of my day, all of the worries...they float away.

I have been missing T like crazy, but didn't want to go back on my promise. So, I made myself buck up. This was my time to prove that I can function on my own, so that if anything should happen to him I will be able to still hold on. And I'm proud to say its possible. I know I am a strong woman.

But turns out I didn't have to wait as long as I was bracing myself for. He called to see how I was doing, and how baby boy was getting along. I can't explain what the sound of his voice does for me. He listened to me explain my first regular day at work, and baby boy's first day in daycare. I listened to him talk about all the stuff he was up to, and accomplishing. He told me how much he missed me and wanted to see me. And I soaked it all up...lol What can I say I'm spoiled. He is proud of me and I of him. I could hear the smile on his face and it made me feel so special...and all that other mushy stuff.

I guess it has me all giddy because not only did I miss him and hearing his voice when I picked up the phone was like electricity, the call comes on the heels of another dream. I won't give details but its a meaningful dream and make this date....God is up to mysterious things and this dream will come to pass, in his timing and his ways.

I will sleep very well tonight, Ahhhhhhh