T and I thought We might be pregnant this week. And even though We decided to wait a couple more years, We were really excited. I was so excited that I could hardly keep myself contained. We started to change our plans, to make room for growing a family. There isn't much else to say other than, We aren't expecting anymore and I don't know how to explain my feelings about it. Upset, sad, hurt, disappointed doesn't really capture my feelings. There is not much else to say really.