100th Post

This is my 100th post, and I have a fitting topic. It has taken me 100 posts to get this far...
The ME that I am, is not going to change...and that is OK! With everything that has gone on in these 100 posts I have come to see myself in a new light. Just the other day I was pondering why I am the way I am, how I can become the way everyone else thinks I should be and why haven't I changed into that by now...

Then while feeding "Mrs. M" I heard quietly, "You only think that because you have no idea how beautiful I made you...I made you this way"

This is becoming my "hearing spot" it seems the past couple days I have heard a little something in that spot, where my mind is numb and I am staring into the faces of people not really seeing them, waiting to feed them another bite. The day before I heard, "I gave you a gift for all of them...(then flashed pictures of the mind, body, soul and spirit, and heart) Think about it." Needless to say, I thought long and hard about it.

Its high time I become the Me that I am, the ME I was meant to be from Creation. There are somethings that will never change about me...its my hardwiring.

I am learning to fall in love with ME, the real ME, for the 1st time. Embracing all of myself is difficult, but wonderful at the same time.