I have been racking my brain trying to find something to write about here...I browsed through many blogs reading a few lines here and there looking for inspiration. I have looked through every crevice of my life that I'm willing to discuss...and it seems its all been done before...

So I suppose the saying...nothing new under the sun...applies here. I won't say life is boring...because its not. I just want something good to write about...something that will make readers pause and really ponder a given thought. I guess you could say I want to write something that people can't put down...something so descriptive they feel in that place...with those sensations...with those feelings and memories of it. Something that makes the scene jump out of the imagination...past the page and into their sight...a sort of reading virtual reality. Pour a little of myself out and share it. Yet I'm still perplexed as to what to write about.

I'm not sure whether its something lovely, violent, childish or mature that I want to describe so vividly... mayby a mix of all of them.

I'm also trying to write T a last letter before I head down to the base for Graduation. Everything I want to write about...I would much rather say in person...but on the other hand I know I won't have that much time to sit and talk with him about all this stuff. So writting this last letter has become very very hard. I have to send it tomorrow for him to get it in time.