I'm not really sure what I'm gong to write here....I just know that I miss writting on the blog everyday. With so much planning and work and family...and being constantly tired there hasn't been much time to write.

I'm beginning to feel nervous about seeing T again...that butterfly feeling in the pit of your stomach and it feels as if your whole body is overwhelmed by it radiating in waves. Where you can't help but smile your biggest smile everytime you think about it. Where your voice just sounds happy and peppy. Every step you take is like walking on air. Everything you see is seen through rose colored glasses, and the world is a lovely place once again. Thats the feeling...

And oddly enough, I still feel all the other feelings, associated with the different areas of my life right now, but this one feeling....eases all the others.