It puzzles me...I'll tell you why...

You could say that ever since the trip I have held a new confidence in myself. Knowing that I am going to one day...mayby soon...be Mrs. T So anyways, of course I'm so excited about that and I literally feel like I'm beaming everyday. So in turn I have come out of my shell alot...I find myself dancing to the radio in the car and singing out loud in all kinds of places, actually looking people in the eye, and not being afraid to open my mouth....now admittedly...when I open my mouth it is more than a bit sassy. But its beyond me why that has guys approaching me more.

It puzzles me because im still the same me...and I guess if you think about it...I was always this way with T.

And honestly at first I just thought it was my make-up but now i only wear mascara and sometimes some lip gloss.

I don't know what to think of it...other than I'm just happy...more like elated. I loved being able to see him for Graduation and can't wait to see him again. I love him more than words can say.