The days have been getting better. I can't say that I don't still get a bit antsy about not having a job, but I have let go of those hateful words...Over the last couple days many people spoke into my life...all saying the same thing. Everyone from my Grandmother to my church family.

Its hard to live under those words. Having them haunt you, its extremely tiring. I think the thing that finally broke it was knowing that "I am the daughter of a King". I truly gave my best and thats the end of it. I laid it down and can't pick it back up. There are other things for me to do.

I finally got a revelation on Ruth 3:3-4...they are instructions. I think thats all I'm going to write on that.

Other than that I enjoyed my holiday with baby boy.