These posts are meant to build me up and I re-read them to encourage me and see how far I have come. So this post especially needs to be written.

You know it is just like doubt to creep in your mind and start little seeds of unbelief...

And after hearing a couple comments made by a step-mother that doesn't like me...I started to think...well mayby they are true. It all makes me angry...starting to rationalize the comments...weighing if they are true or not....its ridiculous. I have to believe that T loves me and wants me...other wise he would tell me. I have to believe that he is a man of his word...if I went off of no other comment he made to me...I have to believe that when he said "I will tell you if I don't love you anymore" it was true.

I refuse to believe that a woman...who doesn't like me in the first place...knows more about the feelings and the relationship shared between T and I. I trust in T....so I won't give place to the what if's.