She was...

remarkably blinded...by what she wanted to see...
exquistely deaf...to things she did not want to hear...
completely committed...to the false projections of his intentions...


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There is not a whole lot to say other than...that. I would just like to say, I am ok. I have not cried in 2 days. I realized that as much as I love him, as much as I was hurt and disappointed. The sun DID rise the next morning without him. I CAN and WILL still be ME. So on to the next subject.

My little man beat-boxes! They are back from their Christmas vacation and I can really no longer call Baby boy that...So I'm changing him to Little Man! He is so amazing I have been
watching him and he has a whole new range of things to do. He now tells you to put your hands up before he tries to shoot you...his pronunciation is so much better than before. He saw a scratch on my face and grabbed my face between his little hands and asked if I had a owie. I told him yes and he asked if I wanted him to kiss it better. Then he did, the sweetest kiss, then told me it was all better. He has come home with more songs to sing, in just one week. Deck the halls and "I am a dinosaur"

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There is alot I would like to write on here...because there is more to me than my school, work, and family...if that wasn't enough to write about... but I'm not sure really what to write anymore. What makes me tick?